On the Line 6.

Yesterday I was at a full-day workshop of my 3D world employer and I was trippin' balls.

I mean it: I WAS TRIPPIN' BALLS while I sat there calm and quiet in the hot meeting room with all the other minion employees!!!

No drugs. Just breathing.

4-7-8

Repeat. And that started this funny post...

Save one, save all.

Yesterday night after the workshop and team dinner on my way back home with the train I felt like reading a little bit about those line 6ers.

Master A. had told me exactly two weeks ago at dinner with my new tribe:

"You are "just" a line 6 prototype kind of person following the human design model.

You typically go through 3 phases in your life. First you walk a lot of different paths in your life which means a lot of trial and error, a lot of bonds made and broken and a lot of experiences. Then in phase 2 you integrate and reflect on it which can be described as "the man lying alone on the roof looking at the stars" and you take time to hone a craft and become a master. And when that doesn't serve you anymore and you are ready then you finally accept your true path in life and become the role model and share the mastery and wisdom learned over a lifetime."

It is also described as: "The sixth line embodies the qualities of leadership and trust."

I had not even heard about all that human design stuff before and when A. laid out what it means to be a line 6 person I got so FUCKING angry. Not specifically at him but because this life is having a lot of fun by making me feel like a passive drone just following my destined path and having no free will! I hate that and feel repulsed!

I don't want anybody in the whole wide world to be able to understand me and my unique and brilliant ego and crazy beautiful life at any time. Never. Not even if it means that I can be happy. I felt in that moment that I would rather want to be RIGHT than to be happy! So I gave all of them at that table my finger and did not take part in the following temple night but boycotted it by lying flat on the floor near the entrance of the temple.

"Look at me. Make sure you don't stumble over me. I am NOT a part of this! FUCK YOU!"

That triggered me so much because I felt seen.

A. had described my very own most inner experience and also kind of hidden agenda how I experienced life so far and it hit me SOOO hard.

My life has been such a struggle for such a long time and I just barely came to grips with it and kind of made my peace and accepted my very own responsibility for all the errors I made in my life, when I cheated on people and lied to them and broke their trust in me and said NO, FUCK YOU! so often to.

And then somebody who basically doesn't know me tells me at a random dinner table about my deepest inner workings. That was too much. Too fucking much...

And in some way: I LOVED it.

Like really a lot.

I felt drawn to it instantly.

I felt seen in a good way.

Well, all of that happened two weeks ago.

I had to digest that insult and integrate all of it.

Man, that took quite some time.

Last night on the train I felt subconsciously that I am ready for the end boss.

I read about line 6 humans on the interweb, e.g. here or there.

I knew from previous experiences with finding out about my destiny, for example back in 2018 when K. sent me my numerology analyses that just reading through something like that puts me through a BIG CHANGE of my life energy.

Yesterday night at home I already felt the change inside of me.

I felt what will happen to me.

I felt what I will become.

I felt the future and that new energy changed my current energy already.

I feel like I am already what I am becoming and thus fulfilling my own destiny.

I was not able to find to sleep very well last night.

I also decided that it is time to send F. a message about that experience which we both wanted to do already for some time now but somehow avoided to really start.

F. is a very powerful being and she is changing the world already quite a lot.

She is a leader.

She is a queen.

I am drawn to this a lot.

We will make this experience happen. We owe this experience to our bodies and hearts and souls.

Yesterday night, before I switched off the light I asked my angels, watching over me to send me a signal. I really looked up and asked them: "Please send me a sign, which shows me, that all of this is true. That this is not just made up in my head."

And then after 4 hours of sleep I woke up at 5:30 in the morning.

I remember the dream I had still very vividly.

I was that leader I knew I will become.

There was a celebration ceremony and I was the host.

Lots of people were there. Beautiful, strong, powerful, abundant people.

And in that moment of my greatest joy, just before the big celebration ceremony was about to start I would see one beautiful being sitting there, not enjoying herself but feeling sad and left out and frightened.

I did not even know her yet that well.

And then the both of us left the site of the celebration and I was comforting her:

"We are all in this together.

We will leave no one behind.

All for All."

And then I woke up and knew what I have to do.

Save the world.

And I knew that I don't need to be scared about me being a powerful leader because I would do it my very own way. And that way felt good to me. And I enjoyed my abundant life to the fullest."

[ NOTE after the weekend of 26 + 27 August at G+T:

I just realized the last weekend that this desire I have with understanding more my own path and becoming what I am destined to become was WAY TOO MUCH about ME and my funny EGO in the past. Yes, I feel a lot of powerful enery flowing through my body + mind + soul but this is just borrowed to me. Everything in life is just borrowed. It is truly the power of our abuelito which is in me and I am grateful that I am given the chance to experience his wisdom and power in his container that is bearing my name in this short life.

Muchas gracias + L'Chaim ]

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ADDENDUM

And since my energy is so high now I NEED to put this out as well:

Let's fucking ROCK THIS WORLD together, my fellow line 6ers!

I will support and if necessary build a fellowship of line 6 humans so we can work this whole thing out. Together. Following the toltec wisdom of the stalker which R. laid out at the level 1 experience two weeks ago:

We stalk our the big buffalo of the dying world by being:

Sweet

Cunning

Be patient (I struggle with this a lot)

and ruthless.

So much to do.

But still, enough time.

It will work out in the end.

It always does.

Evil can't win in the long run because it is the negative (itself) which at its core is preventing it to become the ruling power. Evil is sabotaging its own actions and desires just by being the negative. It's just like that. We just need patience and sweetness...