On the road again

For some time I was pretty much handicapped. My knee was kapputt. It still is damaged but I begin to move again. And things start moving around me too.

This coming Saturday I hit the road again.

I know what I want from my journey.

There are things I am not happy about in my life.

And then again...

There are so many things I can be proud of in my life.

So many beautiful humans and events that make my life rich.

Right now. I want to see and feel it right now.

I know that in the future I will say to myself:

"Easy buddy, you did a good job and you finally are able to see it.

You can be proud of what you brought to this world.

It is nice to look back on my life and see this and feel a sense of fulfillment."

I wish I could instill some of the feeling of fulfillment from my future self into my present self.

Because I feel that I am doing now in the present the necessary work which will create that better tomorrow.

And I don't want to live for a better tomorrow.

I already have so many good things in my life right now.

I just wish, that I could see and embrace that so much more.

It is the now, where I want to live with that feeling of my future self.

Can't be that hard, huh? ;-)